Lan Yu...蓝宇

this is a 2001 gay love movie. I just get download today and watch it. It is a really nice and touching movie. i watch twice in my saturday night. If you havent watch before, u have to watch it. this is really a true love. I hope one day i really can find someone who love me so much.....like lan yu.
This movie also won a lot award including the best actor ....lan yu who act by hu yue. I like hi act so much. The following are some seen in this movie.











at the end of this movie..the main actor death and the theme song is so suit for this movie....and i cried at the end of movie. is so touching.....

The 9th week of my 6th semester......

yeah...is time for me to write blog. although now i am very tired and sleepy, i still need to write this blog before i forgot. Today is a special day- 23th april 2010 for me.
Let begin with morning la......today i got a test. Just a 30 minutes test. Then, free for the whole day......woohoo ;) so sure plan for outing la......
So, long time dint went to cinema to watch movie. So, plan to watch 2 movie today. But nobody accompany me to watch. So, i watch alone. so, today went to mv for 2 movie that i want to watch: clash of the titan and echoes of the rainbow. One english and one chinese movie.


so, both movies are nice. But, i prefer to watch echones of the rainbow. Although it is abit bored, but it is very touch and i do tear when the main actor pass away. oo..he is damn handsome. and i like his little brother. is damn cute esp when he talk.


so, after finish my movie. is already 415pm. then, i went to mph to read books. accually, i was waiting for wc and his gf. Bc i already make appointment with him. I lend him my car so that he can come mv to fetch me after that. so, we do meet up around 530pm where he and his gf finish watch movie.
so we went to wong kok for our dinner. It is a kind of wired when 3 of us having dinner.( for me only la;) since both of them dont know anything......so i just be like friend and dont think so much LOL......it is a wonderful moment to have dinner with them together. is like what my friend mean 喜欢一个人，不一定要拥有他。只要能偶尔能够看看他，看他找到属于他自己的幸福，看到他开开心心的。。。。对自己而言，也是一种幸福^^

so, we do chat and laugh until 715pm where there are many ppl waiting outside the restaurant. so, we decide to leave and back home. On the way home, wc sit beside me. and his gf sit behind. me and wc chat along the way we back college, but his gf was quite all the way of the journey. It is a great moment to have the chance to be like that like last time we be, but Now it is different. And i kNoe both of them is really part of the important friend in my life. and i do treat them my best friend ever.
I just want to tell them....thanks you ! bc of still consider me and make me dont felt loneliness. Once again, thanks you wc and yw. I Love u all very much !!!!

夕阳

当你觉得外面的世界很精彩 ，每当夕阳西沉的时候~
我会在这里衷心的祝福你 ，我总是在这里盼望着你 ~

3 settle ...3 to go....

currently on my half way of my second semester...... finish 2 posting and currently posting in grt....and it can said that quite free my time table. But, there are a lot of assignment and presentation to do. Report, presentation, cwu, survey, exam......and i hate to do assignment type of person. But, no choice have to do. So 1 report, 2 presentation done. 3 more to go. When can i finish all those stuff? when can i finish !!!!!!! (shout) ......

Erm...dont think abt those frustrating assignment. Erm....what should i talk then? err.......my life? erm..currently everyday wake up at 6am LOL. Bc the bus to KL is at 630am. But, class is at 8am. DOnt know y wake up so early for what....etime reach kl only 715am. then, wait......wasting my time......wasting my time dating with 'datuk zhou'......erm....so normally will eat breakfast with my geng of dude Lo after reach kl.( my coursemate la...;). hehe....

so, am i happy with my life? i will said yes. Being alone is so freedom. No need think of others. No need bother so much now. and felt so relax after put down him. Although sometime felt ppl are ignoring me, but i still felt got some ppl care of me. So, life is ordinary......there will be like and dislike. so, dont care too much of others thought. Be what u want, and do what u like.

Aim - my aim now is slim down my weight and cut down my tummy. recently decide to cut down my weight. Aim is 60kg...can i do that? haahaa....i think is impossible LOL...10 kg wo....No matter how...there is nothing impossible....and i want to cut down to 60kg....gambate !!!! Less eat and more exercise is what i practising now.....

Exam Countdown : 5 more weeks.
Exam is on 19th may. and 5 more weeks to go. FOrget all the think i study in the previous posting. Seem like i have to start revise it. i heard that the highest mark will get RM1000.00. wah.... so have to work hard to get it. so that can use it when i go shanghai on June. and shopping....which is my favour activity.

Ok. until now i write. My privacy time is end. There are ppl beside me. So, i have to stop writing it.

ps: currently at my tutorial room in kl. Bring along my laptop to kl to complete my assignment.

Miss。。。。

now already midnight. just finish chat with calvin. From his words, can know that he is a funny and talkative person. So,we chat until talk about him-wc. I review back pic of us and suddenly think so many past of us......and sudden miss him very much. Donno y my tear drop off......

歌曲：秋意浓 歌手：张学友
秋意浓
离人心上秋意浓
一杯酒
情绪万种
离别多
叶落的季节离别多
握住你的手
放在心头
我要你记得
无言的承诺
啊~ 不怕相思苦
只怕你伤痛
怨只怨人在风中
聚散都不由我
啊~ 不怕我孤单
只怕你寂寞
无处说离愁
舞秋风
漫天回忆舞秋风
叹一声
黯然沉默
不能说
惹泪的话都不能说
紧紧拥着你
永远记得
你曾经为我
这样的哭过

歌曲：我爱的人 歌手：陈小春
我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

i need focus Now......

Long time dint update my blog......since now got a bit of free time. Let me summarize what i have done pass few days la. Err....last friday went to bukit bintang for a walk by myself. After class, i take ktm and monorail to bukit bintang. Accually i want to find wisma bukit bintang but i couldn't find it. In 4 hour, i already went to pavillion, Lot 10, Low yat and sg wang. whao...there was many handsome guy at Low Yat and pavillion. Is a great experience to walk around KL and there are many handsome dude to see. I believe there are many 'geng of me' there. hehe;)

On saturday night, my family and i went to sony fare at mid vellay. u know what, there are many nice guy there too especially those workers there. It make me so horny. Then, i found out one of them quite boyish look. He stand at the DV counter. I ask him teach me to use the DV and i think we date for around 20 minutes. Hehe...he is young and his eye look like gals. and he is boyish. Great experience with him...
After that, we just shopping around and i went to MPH. I bought a book.


So, sunday went to qing ming. That day is damn sunny. Make my skin darker.(ps: currently i want my skin turn white. So i very scare sunny day.) So, after back from qing ming, i prepare myself to back to uni again. 3 weeks is gone. and i need to back college to stay. I hate stay at college. the line here is sucks. is damn slow and sometime cant on9 at all. But, no choice. Instead of driving everyday to KL, i choose to stay at col and travel bus to KL. It save alot and i wont be so tired after all.

and i need focus now...... since my new life currently is smooth and i feel better and relax after settle part of my problems, is time for me to refresh myself and brush up my study......my exam is on 6 weeks in time. Focus, focus, focus is currently my mission. I need to be more hardworking, and cant be so lazy.
So, there will be less blogging for this few weeks. But, i will update at least once la when i back home. hehe...;)

lastly, hope god bless me and good luck for myself LOL...;