Sunday, November 28, 2010

sky wedding...

28-11-2010. Sunday

It was sky wedding today. I was invited to his wedding dinner at Flamingo Hotel Ampang. He is the first close friend who sent me 'red egg bomb'(in chinese) to me. We are friends since secondary school. I close with him because we were scout during our secondary school. 5 years of scout = forever friend. And today is his big day, nevertheless me and scout gang is his heng dai lol. I still remember that we were chasing on the same girl in the next class during form 4. And today he is married and i was still wondering around and chasing my destiny. Haaha....life is really so unpredictable.

About the dinner, firstly, the food are just normal but not that delicious. The whole event at the beginning, it was so dull. I think the mc is not good in controlling all the things lo. They should find a more experience person incharge lol. The most stupid things is they ask people to go to stage to have games. Omg...first saw this childish things happen in wedding dinner. They should have karaoke ma.....so that wont be so dull. But finally the environment was brought up by us. Wedding dinner sure have 'yam seng' section lo. So be part of the hengdai, first time joining and walk to each table to shout 'yam seng'. Haah...this is the first experience i have. It was fun. (The feeling is like i am the one who married).....hahaa....But, during our turn, i was so touch. First time i felt that the scout i have 6 year ago was still here. Although everyone was as different place after graduate, but the spirit was still there. We shout our yells which we did it during our young scout training. And today we were shout again. I felt that this is the last long friend that i going to have until i die. I really have this best of friends in my life. First time i felt that i really have a bunch of best friend in my life which can help and rely on. And i know it will last forever.......

Lastly, wish sky and victoria (his wife) have a happy wedding day and wait to here a good news from you la. Best wishes.

Friday, November 26, 2010

New post -nightmare

It was back to normal and another posting is where i am. This time is a 'scary' posting for me. It can be consider as 'only women'in there. It was 1 week gone. And left 8 more week before the exam come. This week is consider the most free time i had lol. Out of seven day, i have two day off. And it was just stay in the room and study. Therefore, there was no difference on that. HAahaa...... Everytime I starts a new posting, i need some time to adapt it and this time is nevertheless. This time is even worst where the workload is much more and the management in the department is the worst i ever see. But, as what my dear told me, just take it as a challenge and nothing have to be scared. It make me turn my mind and take it more bravely. I hope this can last long.

Many people tell me this is a nightmare posting. The lecturers are fierce, serious, is hard, and for me it was so unfamiliar for me and this is really not my business lol........hahaa.( Just want to express my view of thought) But, in reality it is important and is common for my career. Therefore, i will put 200% effort instead of pass the exam. I really hope all the things go well for the rest of the day.

It will be a busy for the next few month even saturday and sunday have class. Therefore, i hope i can have time to spend with the dear as he also busy with his bunch of work. Although it was busy for us, i do hope that i could receive message and concern from him to support my sole and mind. I hope that this wont be a much for him la. hahaa......

Lastly, wish the dear get well soon as he had cough since came back from London. To my god, please do good to the dear and treat him to get well soon.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Got a single room, into single life.

It was a new semester again. Time flies. In this semester, i get a single room. There was no people share room with me. It is a good thing for me. At last i can have my own privacy time during in my hostel. It was still the same room. But, this time there was no people in that small area looking at me. There was no people will wake me up at the middle of the night. I can have a good sleep at night. I can watch xxx in my privacy room. Glad to have all the freedom.

But.......the problem is still there. The aircone is not yet fix. I still sleeping in a sauna room. It was like hell. And this time the room cannot be lock. It was so shock that i could not open the door today as the key is not match the lock. SUcks !!! ( First time break into a room using a telephone card...want me to become a thief)

This semester will be very tough. I need to study very hard and need to push myself on it. The subject is important and hard. I need to struggle on it instead to get a pass. I do not want to repeat the posting. I hope i could do it.

And for you dear, i do not know what happen to you. I sms you but you did not reply. I ask you to sms me but you did not. Hope to hear from you soon.

Monday, November 15, 2010

I hate....

today 15/11/2010 monday

I felt sad today. My father finally make another problem again. He make another borrow money from my mum. I really felt disappointed with him this time. Last time RM3000, now RM 5000. I dont like this situation. But, he just ask for a hurry. It was for the lousy business he doing. There was no profit business. Everytime spent and throw money inside without any payback. My mother hardly earn money was like that used by him. He was borrow money from along somemore. How could this happen now!!!!

The whole day was good until he came back. He is a drinker and smoker which i hate most. Since i was 16 years old, he started to become like that. The condition is getting worst. I really sick of him. When he can behave better? I really did not hope much from him. Today i have a talk with him. Ask him to close his business and declare bankrupt. But, he don't want. My heart was firing. But, i need to pretend understandable. I cannot outburst my anger. I knew he would not tell me more if i scolded or quarrel with him. He would not listen to me if we are not understand him. But, how should i advice him? What action should i take to solve this problem? Am i responsible all this?

I am the only son. Besides me, who will help him ? the only one is me. My dear tell me before, no matter what happen, he is your father. You will need to take care of him no matter what. This is the words appear in my mind that always make me calm and reduce my fire.

And now, i am incharging all this. I need to make sure he will repay my mum money. I need up to date all the things now. I really felt that is time for me to take over all the responsible. I need to tell myself not to throw the heavy burden to my mum alone. I don't want my mum suffer anymore. And i have to tell myself i can do it.
I CAN DO IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pls remember : EVERYTHING COME WITH A GOOD PURPOSE

p/s: Thanks dear for calling me the right moment and right time. I really felt realise after talking to you. Hope you get well soon and will meet again if there is free time la. Take care !!!

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Free time = waiting you

It is one week gone. Finally tomorrow you are back. And waiting you is like part of my time. My free time will be waiting for you. Waiting you is already become an usual thing for me. It already becomes dull. No more emotion, no more expression, no more feeling. When it becomes like that, i also dont know. Since when it become so hard for me to see you. When there is a chance to meet you, i will put all my things away and rush to see you. I am missing the time that we have. When will be the time?

Monday, November 8, 2010

LeAnn Rimes : " probably wouldn't be this way "

This was introduced by a friend which recently know him. Just shared with you all. It a nice song.

Tuesday blue

Normally people will said Monday blue, but it was a Tuesday blue for me.

The day was empty,
No class. No date. No one accompany,
Alone facing the boring words, books, paper,
wondering why it was so dull.

Today is day 4 he off to UK,
There is another 4 days to go,
why it felt like longer than the two weeks,
I have no idea.

Am i worry him this time?
The weather had turn cool,
the time is different from here,
is it far away from here.

Didnt get any news from him ?
dont know how he do?
Are you ok?
Hope everything is fine.

Everyday go to your facebook,
to see your face and book,
finally saw a post from your page,
it said the weather is so cool here.

Wear more cloths,
Cover with more blanket at night,
Drink more hot coffee,
wish can give you a warmest hug.

I just wake up from sleep,
You just going to sleep,
no connection from us at dream,
wonder can you sleep well.

Just a simple message from here,
take good care and miss you.


How good i can throw a snow ball on your face like in this picture...gagagaga...

Friday, November 5, 2010

External hard disc 500GB

Today bought a HD external hard disc 500GB from the pc fair in midvalley. It was RM219.00 ( Normal price:RM269.00). I get to buy my favourite colour - blue. The bamboo help me to search around and pick it. Thanks for that. I find it so warm in heart. But, unfortunately this month have to keep fit lo. NO more money to eat and leisure liao.....too bad.

Death place

this is the first scary movie we watch together. But, the movie was not that scary. But, i can felt that he is scare to watch it. This is his first time to watch scary movie in the cinema. i can felt the breath while he is watching it, we are holding each other when the scary scene, i can felt the tense he had, i can felt the heart is beating,.........and many more. haaha....maybe he scare all this will happen when he is alone in the lonely place. So sorry dear to make u watch that horror movie.



He said: hei, i am not scary aboutt the movie oh.

Coffee

Recently found out that he like coffee very much. Actually i knew that he like to drink coffee. But, today i found out that he is really really like coffee. Is like addicted to coffee. He like those pure coffee....what we call kopi-o.
He also very care about the style of drinking coffee. He dont like those plastic cup. It must be like cup that suit coffee. Then only the coffee will taste good. Haaha......today only knew that he so particular on the act of drinking coffee.



He said: i do like coffee very very much and must be with milk milk de.
and have to use proper cup, no plastic up, i hate that.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

瀑布记

2-11-2010 (星期二)

今天下午和一班朋友去了 Jeram Tengkek 的瀑布。本来以为天不作美,没得去。过后朋友的邀约最后还是去了。
一上巴士,天气变转晴。心顿时觉得老天爷真好。四十五分钟的车程, 便到了Hutan Lipur Jeram Tengkek。
它第一给我的感觉就是宁静和清新。好久没吸那么清新的空气,顿时觉得大自然好好哦。 到了后,便沿着一条路沿行,前方便是一座雄伟的瀑布。瀑布打在石头上的声音,水打滚的生音,树叶摇摆的声音,正让我觉得这正是人生一大享受。坐在瀑布的脚下仿佛决的自己好渺小,水打在我的背上仿佛它在为我按摩,无数的水气漂流在我的脸上就好像它在抚摸我的脸, 冷冷的水仿佛正在暖暖我热热的心。这感觉我好久没感受了,真舒服。也许这里是给我在这里(五个星期)一个美好的回忆。 大自然,我爱你。