Free time = waiting you

It is one week gone. Finally tomorrow you are back. And waiting you is like part of my time. My free time will be waiting for you. Waiting you is already become an usual thing for me. It already becomes dull. No more emotion, no more expression, no more feeling. When it becomes like that, i also dont know. Since when it become so hard for me to see you. When there is a chance to meet you, i will put all my things away and rush to see you. I am missing the time that we have. When will be the time?