Wednesday, January 26, 2011

post exam.....joyful

27-01-2011 (Thursday)

Finally had finish my exam. Yahoo!!!! Had wait this moment for so long. Was so joyful and happy in heart. Bc i had finally... finish the nightmare posting. It is to touch that i could make it finally. i could not dream i can go so far. Haha......

From the first day of posting, i was thinking that it was a tough way to go for this 10 week. and thanks god that i got some case that i know and get benign examiner. I am so happy that the things i work for so hard n long had some repay back. I hope i can pass my exam lol.( i think i sure pass !!! hhaaha...so ego..)

Going to celebrate with my dear tonight lol......Bye. Happy CNY.

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

pre-exam ...nervous

26-01-2011 (Wednesday)

currently is 9.36am. my exam is at 10.30am. I am so exciting and nervous. Luckily yesterday was able to sleep and there is no awake during the midnight. It was as usual wake up at 7am. I was waiting...waiting...waiting the time to come. I dont know what to do. I keep drink water and go toilet. I think until now i had went to the toilet for almost 10 time. My cortisol level is high. I cant wait to finish my exam faster. I need to rest and celebrate with the bamboo to move in to his new house and outing with him.

He had help me to make an appointment to see a chinese medicine master for my skin problem. This was postponed by me for so many time and this time i could not runaway since it really bother me so much now. This few days it was a serious attack and make me felt so tired and itchy. But, i hope later during my exam it does not bother me much. Bc everytime i nervous, the red dot dot will come and make me felt so uncomfortable.

Errr....what case i will get? who is my examiner leh? I wish i get a good examiner and good pt and case for me. Everything come with a good purpose....dont forget with this slogan la.....keep remind me and hope it can help me during my exam. Tomorow will be the last day and i am glad that i am the first group to go for the exam. I hate to wait. And i so glad that i can finish it earlier tomorow.

is time for me to go....will post the post exam section after my exam finish la.....best of luck to myself. God bless me lol.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

考试前的不好预兆?

22-01-11 (星期六)

两天后,就是考试了。 可是既然在这时候生病。天啊, 请快快让我好起来。我不想抱病去考试啊。一大清早, 就不停的打喷嚏, 鼻水流个凄厉哗啦, 鼻子也给擦红了。再来一个头痛,我的妈呀,少许发烧,头晕晕的,一定是感冒了。便马上吃了两粒‘神丸’(简称-万能的panadol)头痛好了,伤风却不停的流,也只好吃伤风药了。过不久肚子开始涨了一定是消化不良。早餐吃了一个裸米鸡后,就开始觉得胀胀的,现在是难呼吸了。从来都没觉得那么的难受。 咳。。。。难道这是考试前的不好预兆?

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

support !!!

11/1/11 (Tuesday)

i need support. Mentally support, physically support, emotionally support, and finanicially support. Without support, i think i could not live in this world.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

压力

人生为什么会有压力? 工作压力,经济压力,读书压力,考试压力,想请问何时才能把这一切的压力抛弃呢! 好烦好烦 !!!

Saturday, January 8, 2011

喝醉

昨天又是我另一个兄弟结婚的日子。短短两个月,两个兄弟以成家立室,又到他们人生的另一个阶段。
晚上的喜宴,难免不了有敬酒,再加上我这般兄弟一定不会放过他。我想这是我这么久以来喝得最多的一次。
喜宴后,还有second round。 omg...这班兄弟真能喝。我这次醉了。我那昏昏的头,傻傻的笑,吐出了不少真言,还好我还是清醒的。(不过,十个人喝醉都说自己是清醒, 那我是清醒还是醉呢?)(还好没把我的性向说出来)。

结束时已是两点钟,各各都喝醉了, 不过让我感觉到的是这份兄弟情。无论你多么的聪明,无论你多么的蠢,无论我们以前吵过架,我们还可以坐下高谈阔论,有说有笑,你扶我我扶你。我也非常高兴有这般兄弟。

但酒后就是头痛的来临。 一大清早起床时,头真的好痛,那酒精的力量还在我的血液中流尽,身体散发出酒后的热能,连起床后的第一撒尿都有酒精的味道。这真是自讨苦吃!!!还好的是今天的补课取消了,好让我能好好休息。

(真希望爱人能在我身旁按摩我那疼痛的头。。。。。。

Saturday, January 1, 2011

陪伴

突然想起这个主题。 人生一定要有些陪伴才能过日子。我的陪伴又有什么呢?
我的竹子以成为我脑海中的陪伴,他的影子将是我起床的第一个画面。
星光大道这节目也成为我每个星期的陪伴。三年的节目七届的选手我都有跟进。所唱过的歌真让我陶醉和心碎。
陶子姐的主持真棒。 能开道我这脆弱的心灵。 希望这节目能永远都有,让更多爱唱歌的人为想听唱歌人唱出他们心里的感受和感伤。
至于家人当然是我的精神支柱。没有他们的陪伴我想我已经沦陷天涯,无影无踪。
最后希望老天爷能给我力量的活下去,和给我一斯斯的好运,为我所努力的事能顺利完成,梦想能达到。

2011 planning

A brand new year, a new beginning.
It seem like i haven't plan my schedule yet for the coming whole year.
Err......i was so blurrr what i am going to do again.

Jan : It will be a study month as exam is nearby.
Feb: prepare and celebrate the CNY.
March: it will be a struggle month as well as exam is nearby.
April: prepare and going to UK for 5 weeks.
May: celebrating my birthday in UK......and planning to travel to other place with my lover.
June: started my final year.
July - December : Impending to think and plan. haha.....

It seem like my life is just study and travel. Hope they will be more happen things to be share.

1st anniversary

02-01-2011 Sunday

One year ago, i started this blog And it is already one year that this blog ad established. Happy 1st anniversary to my blog.

SO, what the hope for my blog again? I think there wont be much changes. In stead it willl be the same and i will write all about my happiness and sadness in here. It is my daily and secret. Recently i found out that we have two things in our life- reality and dream. Some people will always work hard to make their dream become reality. But, sometime dream is just a dream and it could not become a true reality.

Dreaming is a some like part of life. I like to dream some nasty things. I like to dream how good if i can live with my partner in a mountain with sea view and having a breeze and fresh air. Having tea in the mountain with sunny weather but not too hot. Our little puppy is accompany us and we had our own time. Lying on the grasses and hugging the lover like in the movie of 'brokeback mountain'.It is such wonderful. And it is just a dream.