Ring ring ring

It was 5pm,
sudden the phone ring,
it was him,
delightful shot up my heart.

He was on his way home,
stop in a resthouse,
having a tea and conunut bun,
talking with a big stone.

Although it is a short talk,
but it cover the meaning of missing each other
Although it is a short talk,
but it showed that he want to share the time with me.

It was the end of October,
tomorrow start a new month,
There was no expectation from you,
just hope that you are all right and happy.

Take care, dear.

very very miss you......

Wake up early morning,
did not sleep very well that night.
the whole night dream about him.
Am i too miss him?

One week stay apart,
is like apart for thousand years.
His face and image appear in my mind,
i could not resist to think of him.

It is rather hard not to think him,
thought can forget of him after decide to let go,
but finally it only last for one day,
and the last blog had deleted.

But, the god still let him saw the deleted blog,
and a lot of argument and comment between us,
the content is still the same,
and we still connect to each other.

unfinish assignment was waiting for me,
but i could not really think about it.
Open his blog,
read the older blog he wrote,

start from the first day and until now,
let me think how my first impression to him,
recheck back how wonderful moment we have,
and how we start off at that time.

the sparkling shock, the books, the first lunch in sushi Zen,
having coffee in coffee bean............
let me think of the first feeling we have,
do you still remember of that?

waiting and be patient,
is the only things i can do,
i try to forget, but i could not,
i try to let go, but i could not.

Just a simple message in the morning,
to let you know i am thinking of you,
no other things,
because i really miss you very very much.

心痛

我心好痛，
我好想放声大哭，
你突然的离去，
以为就这样失去了你。

我不想告诉你这一却，
但是当你失去的那一杀那，
我真的以为你当真了，
我心顿时觉得好害怕，心快要崩溃了。

原来我真的需要你，我不能没有你，
告诉你我那么那么的坚强，
不介意，无所谓，原来我还没到那阶段，
只是想呈现出外表坚强而已。

谢谢你一通的简讯，一通的电话，
让我心安定了，
原来我真的不能没有你，
为什么，这叫什么，我中毒了？

你即将搬离，何时再相会，
我你不知道，
但是我只知道，我会等，
等你，等你告诉我， 我能来找你了。