Monday, February 28, 2011

Here come the March....Feb gone.

1st march 2011 Tuesday

Time flies....
Time really flies really really fast
It is march, Feb had gone.
Think back what i've done in Feb, it seem like nothing.

IS half way through the paed posting,
but i felt like i just enter without anything,
no motivation, no spirit to move on,
felt lethargy, and therefore sleep always.

Is it too relax until no motivation?
i don't think so. Where is my spirit?
lost in the middle of no way,
spirit spirit where are you?

Change back to the normal environment,
but still the same.
Who am I, where i am,
was wonder how could i been so long.

Just feel like want to die,
life with no aim, no future,
the mind is empty, the heart is lazy,
the body is piggy, what good thing i have now?

;( . Felt a bad mood today. Silent..........
Hope there is a person can comfort me now.

Friday, February 25, 2011

想你。。。

只想对你说,虽然我们分隔在两个不同的地方,忙碌的生活,疲惫的日子,不能每天相见,闲聊,但我依然想你和爱你。
希望你能一样没变,能过得好好,为你想要做的奋斗和努力。我依然默默地在你背后支持和鼓励。 想你。。。。。。

Saturday, February 12, 2011

A single drop by

13-02-2011 (Sunday)

It was quite some time i did not update my blog. So, just a single drop by here to update myself.

It was a sunny Sunday morning. Yesterday night went to a open house of a friend and cny gathering. Meet some old friend there and chat. And then everyone was asking where is my girl friend? how was her ? And u know lo......what to answer : 'no gf lo', 'break off long time ago', ' aiya....no need so early married de' 'my age of married is at 40 y.o'...and so much excuse and explanation given......talk to much maybe......whatever la... and some of friend guess ' am i gay ' wahahaha...dont care la.....I AM WHO I AM..( BORROW WORD FROM TAKASHI) HEHE...

And it almost come to the end of cny. And i think i shud put off my cny mood and start study. I was abandoned my study since 2 week ago. It was load and tone to catch up back. And i am so sorry to bamboo that i was so playful this two weeks. I knew that he dont like me to be like that and i was so guilty of being so... But, i need to have life as well lol......( i hope he wont mind la) Since last cny, i was gaining weight. Haiz....It's time to lose weight and burn my fat. Bamboo always claim i am fat! fat! fat!. Sometime felt unpleasant when heard the word esp from his mouth. DOnt know why it was so xxxx. ;( Can i loss weight from now? I must find a way to loss my weight . ANy idea friendS?

Tomorow is Valentine day. WIsh all the lover have a wonderful Valentine day and don't forget to give a kiss and hug to your lover. Muack from me to all my friends.

p/s: Scott, glad to know that you flying to adelaide for your study. BEst of wishes and take care. Hope to hear from you soon when you reach Adelaide. And dont forget to take pic of fetish. HAha......good luck my friend.;)

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Reunion dinner and night 2011

2-2-2011 (Wednesday)

It comes the year of rabbit 2011. Today is the reunion night. I am glad that i am able to come back to home to have my reunion dinner this year. ( althought i have not miss de chance). As usual, we have our own reunion dinner at our home. Since my sister is not at home, i help my mum to prepare the dishes this year. And i hope i still able to have this reunion dinner for next year. IS time to have my my dinner. Wish my family have a wonderful chinese new year and i hope i could get much much ang pao this year lol.......hope there is no one to ask me: where is my girl friend ? Still no girl friend? i hate to answer that lol.......haha.......lastly, wish my dear have a happy reunion dinner with his big family lol.....happy cny !!!!