Grandmother birthday

29-05-2010 Saturday

Today, we decided to celebrate our grandmother 75th year old birthday. Since i was having holiday and nothing to do( accually is to get me busy), i volunteer to help my aunt and mum to prepare the dinner. They ask me to do jelly. And it was a easy stuff for me. haaha......

Accually, i want to write this blog not because of those stuff. It was i get some impression during that night. My grandmum is already 75 y.o. But, she have a bit of dementia. She used to have psycho problem during young time. So, the dementia could be caused by the drug she took. Sometime, she look normal but sometime she was scare and is abnormal. Tonight, i can see that she was happy. She act super dupper normal. She can eat, can talk, can do anything as usual. And, i talk so much with her tonight. She complained that her gum is pain(she wearing denture) and is painful while eating. She complained of the skin become dry and scaly. Then, she started to tell me her young time story.....etc.

That time i was thinking...life is so short. And, what to do if i am the age of my grandmum. It was like ......many thing i havent done yet. And, i need to appreciate my time and not waste too much of it. i need to be more hard working to achieve my goal. I need to be more active in my life. The most important is ...dont be scare and dont think so much....( i know that i think too much sometime....haaha)

So, i dont kNow how long my grandmum will be in this world. But, i know that last time my grandmum love me very much. And, now is time for me to love her back.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH MA AND I LOVE YOU.