我回来了. I'm back.

I am back. My last post was one year ago. Really cant imagine i dint not update my post for so long. So where have i been for the past one year? erm.....i think the past one year was fully occupied with my final year study and preparing exam. And yeah...i have pass my exam in April this year and graduated successful. And my dreams come true. But, the end of a student life will be beginning of working life. Sad to said, my 6 weeks holidays is coming to an end. Next week i going to a course and will know where will be my work place. I guess will send to east Malaysia. ( really want to go? Er...let them to decide and i accept the faith and start my new life. Start new life? ya...start new life. I really want a new environment, new people, and new challenge and start from the bottom. Start to become a slave and earn experience. A empty bottle only can collect new things. My dream : I need a guidance in my life. I need a partner which willing to share time with me, share my problems, share my thought, share my happiness and sadness. Grateful that there was a person appear in my life two years ago. He become my guidance for the past two years. And two years had end. And i dont dare to ask more from him anymore. I want to tell you " THOUSANDS THANK YOU" for being with me for 2 years. Be my guidance, be my partner, be my soul mate. This two years is my happiest time. WIthout you, i can said i wont able to finish my study. I really appreciate what you did for me. And i know i should not ask more from you anymore. However, i hope we still are friends and keep in touch. I dont know what the life will be in future without you but your spirit and words are always remind me how to live in life. Today is the first day of June. Today will be my starting point. Shopping, watch movie, swimming, driving, breakfast, lunch and dinner alone. Dont know when i get use to be myself. Maybe as time go by, mind become mature. Love to see people around, see children happily swim and play in the pool, listen children laugh in the cinema, watching children eating happily....and i also feel happy unexpected. Maybe these children will be my guidance in my life where they dint realize it. haha ;) A lot of uncertainty, a lot of worries, a lot of responsible...... Life will become tougher. So, i must stay strong. No matter what happen, hope everything is fine and god bless. Written : 22.41 1st June 2012.