Missing him

Currently sitting at MCD at my town. The TV is showing Paraguay VS Sepanyol... Was waiting my book where send to photostat shop... get the chance to update my blog... and start to think of him...i think he is doing his exercise at a park now...

He was back to his home town for 4 days. He took leave and back to his house to do his work. He was away and back to his usual life. Back to the responsible life he need to...
It was 1 and a half month we know each other. He was a nice and concern guy. Although there is a gap between our age, but we can talk and is like know each other very well ( although just a few meet). He concern and care me which let me felt the warmess from him. He willing to listen to my problem and teach me how to solve it. He give me alot of idea and support me as well. Is all this will last Long? Is all this create by god? Is this the destiny we have since the last decade ? The was no answer of it.

He always tell me not to love him. He cant give what i want at last. He ask me find a better guy that can last Long. ( and most of the time i hate him to tell this to me). But, i know that he told me all this is for the good of me. He want me to have a better life later. He don't want me to get hurt. ( and i really dont know how to do.)
i just know that currently i felt happy to have him and want to share with him of my everything.

Are we together Now？ Can i consider he is my dear? BC there are no promise between us. and i dont know how long we will last. But, as he said he will treat me good where the time we are together. and honest to be said i already fall in love with him and treat him as my bf. Am i stupid? I really dont know. I just felt that it was great when there is a people is care, concern, and be with him when he felt empty.

I could said that is lucky to know him. It is hard to find a good and nice guy like him. It is my pleasure to know him. Want to said a THOUSAND THANK TO HIM for all the giving, sacrifices, concern and care. And i promise him to study hard, live happy and wont think so much.

LOVe you.