There would not be any lonely guy again....

after two days of depression, after 2 and the half years of lost, i finally find back who am i. I find back my spirit and aim of study in uni. I find back the accual sexual i am. I find back the happiness of living in this world. Thanks pl, bc after reading your blog, you make me wakeup. You make me realise that accually, there many things for me to appreciate. Friendship, family, life in hospital, lifestyle in new environment...many many stuff. Living lonely doesnt means that it is the end of world. Is depend on how i want to make my life become colourful. Let me appreciate that people around me is not always my enemy. Awake me that guy n gal, can be very close doesnt mean that they must be relaitonship. Doesnt mean that after my best friend have girl friend, he will ignore me. He still care of me because we are best friend ever. So, from now on, forger the past forget all those stupid things that you have done and have said. Just be yourself and open heart to public. Dont always put in heart. IF not, one day i will be mad. Talk to others, appreciate people around you. And live for myself and also for others. Then, i will be happy always.

I think this is my last blog in this account.

I will use back my real name and write my life story in a wonderful and colourful ways.

Thanks blogger....love you very much....muack...