6 month......

What is mean by 6 month? 6 month of study in this semester?...nop. it is already 6 month of break off between me and him. But, for him it is his 6 month of anniversary with yw. And today both of them went to genting. This is plan was suggest by me. But, tomorow is my exam. I so wish that he stay here to teman me and support me. But, i just ask him to go and celebrate with her. Is this call Love? I really dont Know. I just know that Now i am thinking him and i need him to relieve my nervousness and anxiety. But, he was not here. And i was alOne in my lonely room and facing the empty bed of him. THinking of how happy he is Now. I just can hug his pillow and think that he is beside me. This is what i can do. Hope they will really happy to the end. I just wish that can help you more and stay beside you until end of my life. Still miss you dear...muak;)